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I studied and graduated with a bachelor's in cinema production. I originally was set out to try to be a cinematographer. I've taken a couple years off and now I have no clue what I want to do.|
It might be art related but I don't have an idea of what that could be. There's LOTS of things art related. Cinematography is art related, and I don't even know if that's for me anymore.
From the age of 14 I was so sure of wanting to work in film production. None of the tedious film classes in college deterred me. None of the difficulties and leg work deterred me. I even interned and lived in LA, working on sets of music videos and I was never more confident that that life was for me. I was unwaveringly sure for 11 years. Now? not so much.
Now I know what all my peers in college who took 3 years to declare their major must have felt. I was the odd one, never questioning my choices, knowing exactly what I wanted. It's like I've come late to the party.
Self portraits from over the years Left=college, middle=high school, right=recent